Pain

The pain in my dream so much more bearable 
than the pain in my reality

That because the pain in my dreams absolutely temporary

The pain in my reality are long term

and forever lasting. Cant never be erased.

I'm really sorry from deep my heart. I can't forget that pain. Its really hurt me. I've tried so many times but I've failed. I tried to ran away but the pain keeps chasing me. I tried to sleep tightly but the pain always in my dreams as a nightmares. I've failed. That's the fact. Please do understand me. I don't ask for more. Tq. I will always love you. You never knew what you have until Its gone.